Beach AND Prescott weekend pictures are yet to come! Not to mention I attempted to do the Ragnar del sol relay (but injured my knee on my first leg) and started working again. All this has been good, but exhausting. I liked being busy this month though. The end of February was so very emmotional (and still is). I miss my little man, and just pray I did EVERYTHING possible to make him feel loved while he was here. Being ADD, OCD, CRAZY, A NURSE (only to him), AND HIS MOTHER was a hard combo to keep balanced. Nurse West once gave me a long look and sigh. She then said "I can't decide what I like more, the mom who wants to know everything, or the mom who is tuned out & sits in the corner"! Hmmmm. None the less. I love all my kids & cherish the thoughts I have of the day we are all together again.
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Disneyland is definitely less crowded on Wednsdays. We just got back last week and I'm missing it already!
You're insane if you question at all whether you did enough to make him feel loved. Not only did you love and nurture him as his mom, you supported and fought for him to ensure he had the best care possible. Then by sharing his life with all of us, people across the globe got to know him and love him because of you. Ethan had more love from his family, local community and complete strangers around the world than any other baby I know. He definitely knows and felt that and I'm sure smiles down on you for being the amazing mother and woman you are. As much as you are looking forward to the day when you're together again, I'm sure he is more so that he can tell you thank you for everything you've done for him that he wishes that he could have told you while he was here.
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